while i was deeply hating my white tshirt, im totally into sumthing, writing a new piece , its been 3years i have not touch-a-pen for a piece of script ecxept poem, n poem, n poem. last piece during matriculation stuff on 07/08
its now begin with, "KUAH KARI N' A GOLD printed WHITE SHIRT " copyright; mellah jane sajelah
....enjoy urself mellah jane...
puts up a brave face, in fact she thrives on TIREDNESS of people around. had an almost perfect life in every single thought of her. stisfying her own need n against dellusion
i said 'hi'..
u said 'hi to u too'..
im not a writer.i cant think of valueable ideas. instead of telling u what u. her. he. them. i.. see.saw, think.tought, touch.touched ,feel.felt, said.said. do.did
i cant make good stories.
i cant make u laugh.as im the who will.
i cant tell u bedtime stories.instead of turning it into bad-time stories.
im helping myself ::
tuning into maturity of nonsense.senseless people.world.colours
aprreaciating those thing as much as i had while still can.
putting a correction on every single sign-of-board i saw on the middle of the way the way thru the next pitstop.
putting correction on every single world of mine that you took in a gesture n mannerism.
creating a better "splitted-identity" n "paranoia-delusion" of emylia
do hear my words.dun read my writeS.
"as im a talk-er.not a writ-er"